A Melancholy Melody

Crying because I have to give up piano.  I know, I really need to practice more...but it's difficult sometimes to get into the habit.  And I know that it makes financial sense to discontinue it, but I feel like I let everyone down; my parents, my piano teacher, my family and friends that know that I'm learning. 

Anyway, there is no benefit in dwelling on the past.  I still have my books and I'll still play when I can.  I guess in this way there's no more pressure on me.  When homework lightens up I will definitely sit on that bench again and play.  I love piano and always will.  Without lessons I can still be successful...and maybe once I've spent a while doing that, I can get a teacher again.  I will miss my piano teacher, but maybe when college comes around I will give lessons another try.

                                XOXOXOXO Mel.