All I Want for Christmas is You...

This basically is my year.  All I want for Christmas is You is my favorite Christmas song like ever but its also tied with Baby it's Cold Outside. 
Note: Those are my favorite secular Christmas songs, my favorite Christian Christmas song is Silent Night.

Both of my fave Christmas songs have to do with guys; sigh.  If you haven't already guessed as of now I am forever alone (don't worry just a phrase, I'm not becoming a nun like some delusional Asian I know).  Said Asian pointed out to me that by watching my friends mess up I will be a better and wiser dater when I'm older.  That is true but I can't help noticing that my calls for that one special guy for Christmas fall on good old Santa's deaf ears and that my "Cold Outside" duet is missing a harmonizing voice.  Normally I'd be fine with my solo act that has been going on for quite some time now but near this joyous holiday I can't help but sigh, so sigh sigh sigh.  Don't get me wrong there's lots of love that I'm getting from friends and family but It's still getting to me.  I think I'd be fine if the guy was some blurry mystery guy that I haven't met yet or a dreamy Hollister guy but sadly it's a guy I go to school with everyday!  Maybe after this annoyingly mistletoe covered Holiday is over I can work on my New Year's Resolutions one of which will be : Last Christmas All I Wanted for Christmas Was You.  On the topic of "crushes" here's my question...
Would you rather be really close to your crush or not that close if you knew they didn't like you that way?

                                                            XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Mel.