I always used to say that Mean Girls was the teenage bible. Now I know I was wrong. Mean Girls is the survival guide...The Perks of Being a Wallflower is the bible. It shows what actually happens, the real feeings we hold inside ourselves.
Because well, I've been having this dilemma, you see. There is a line in this movie that I can relate to the most. "I'm both Happy and Sad" And I feel this way all the time. I used to be depressed and now I'm just trying to be happy. I have good days and I have bad days, and I'm just waiting for the good to outway the bad. Today I felt happier than I have in a long time for no justifyable reason. For once I feel pretty, like I'm worth something, made for something important. I finally feel like even if it is a struggle doing what I love will no longer feel inadequit. Finally I can see every picture at once...the big picture and the small.
And you know what?
They all look like pictures that have been developing too long...a.k.a....It's a long time coming but the future looks bright.
-XOXOXOXOXO Mel.
